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Welcome to My Madness

I always thought stressful times (usually means end of summer and pre-Christmas) are the most dangerous times for me and fandoms. I get stressed, I procrastinate, I look for an outlet other than what I should be doing.

I've been known to create games, involve myself in heavy plotting, pick up new fandoms...it never fails. And of course, this time, it's the sound return of an old muse. A half decade old muse who is still speaking strongly as ever.

Why do I suddenly have to want to play James bloody Norrington!?

90% of the PotC fandom is dead and there is absolutely nowhere to put him that will make sense. The last thing I need is to keep up with another panfandom game.

On the other hand, studying is going well despite heavy procrastination.

Sleep cycle

Just when I thought I finally got my sleeping schedule slightly better, I turn around and start going to bed closing to morning than at night. Which means I end up napping everyday before dinner, and hence I feel less tired at night (not that I ever feel tired at night) and... yeah, vicious cycle.

I think it says something that my mother emailed me a primary research paper titled "Sleep cycle linked to diabetes."

I'm working on it, I swear. I'm working on this journal too.

Random thought: Why doesn't the mood theme have 'dead'?
Here is my.. I don't know what nth attempt at bringing my journal back to life.

To anyone who is still on my f-list, yes, I'm still around. I just don't like posting about myself, and hence this journal has been reduced to mainly memes and random updates about my interests.

I think I have a problem being too secretive sometimes -or is that called security-aware?- and it just makes talking that much harder. Yes, even about inane things.

But here's my attempt to kick start my journal again.

Random thought: I can't believe it, but I'm considering role playing Norrington again on a comm somewhere.

What a pleasant surprise before bed

Because it's 2 am and I'm interested in memes for no apparent reasons...

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Why am I not surprised?


My writing style?

Nabbed from masteroftrouble

I write like
Dan Brown

I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!

I've never even read his books. *ponders*

Orbit poll is over?

Holy all things in bright heavens and magical!

I believe I... won the poll? *isn't sure since no confirmation yet, but kinda in shock too*

But regardless, the Orbit poll is over. Thank you to all who supported me! Each and every one of you voters!

And to my new friend, (yes, you know who you are), welcome to my randomness! And thank you for going out on that limb for me.


Help give me some votes?

... Wow, I didn't think I'd make it this far!

Okay, in all fairness of not cheating (I'm surprised at myself), I'm not going to vote with my other accounts. Which means...

Asking my friends to vote for me in my Orbit submission?

I think I might enter more LJ contests later. Thanks to my Ran-mouto-chan ran_dezvous for encouraging me to start! And, I hope you feel better soon, Ran!

So, please vote?

[EDIT: Remember, this is what you want for a vgift to give to your friends, not which is the best advertisement. Do you, honestly, want that as a vgift? Not if it looks the best, designed the nicest, etc. I think a lot of people kept mixing that up and was very confused.]


Coldfire Surprise!!

To those Coldfire fans still on my flist... Have you guys checked C. S. Friedman's website for the past... oh, year? And seen that message hanging there about a Coldfire Surprise coming up December since last December?

Well, I finally found out what it is today.

This gave me a heart attack.


Too bad, I don't think many of you are left on LJ.

LJ, I don't know what I think of you

When did LJ change their paid journal / add-on packages?!

I don't need a paid account for icons anymore, and they're dirt cheap now?! I know what I'm getting with my first paycheck! Though, unsurprisingly, not for this account.